Still learning all of lifes lessions, one day at a time.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
I wish to recant my previous post.
I am most definatly not ok. I am throwing a pity party. I thought that the good guy always won. I thought that the person who wanted it the most would win the job at the end of the rainbow. I am hurt, more frustrated then I have ever been in my life. I am pissed off at myself for not being better. for not doing better.
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If you'd rather I didn't mention it, I can delete this, but the good guy does NOT always win. Or at least not win what they think they want. You have no idea that something so much better than working with a bunch of bitchy, backstabbing coworkers isn't out there waiting for you. If you'll settle for the first thing you WANT, you may miss out on the things you DESERVE.
But like I said, I can delete this. I do hope your day/week/month improves. :(
No deletion necessary hon. I am just having a major reality check, and your right. Unfortunatly the good guy dosen't always win, the world is unfair, and I woulden't want to work for THAT SIDE anyway.
I am just frustrated because I do like the people on the other side and believe I have made friends there.
But life will go on, and one of the good things about having so many kids and so much to take care of is that it brings your problems into focus pretty quickly. The pity party didden't last long with a house full of filthy,hungry kids to take care of.
THANK YOU so much Meadowlark for reminding me that I am not alone.
Of course I know I am not, I have a family who loves me...but it is hard to remember that some of the time when I need them the most. :/
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