Showing posts with label mistakes coming to terms surviving. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mistakes coming to terms surviving. Show all posts

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Just me...

 Here again. After hrs of filing, rooming patients, emptying barf buckets, lysol-ing rooms, and generally running around like a chicken with her head cut off wondering what I should be doing, or could do next ( not to mention countless hours of lying in bed at night obsessing.) I have made it through another week.

Hour count = 72ish? / 160 Thank God for my good friend who is virtually living with us, and becoming a second mother to my kids, for without her my life would be a total wreck right now.

Christmas was good. Busy, but good. It came and then it went. I am finding it interesting how being a stay at home mom for @ ten years and then finally returning to the workforce is changing my point of views. And I thought time went by fast while I was home.. it goes by so much faster now. But still... I like it.
 And I am muddling through. I have never claimed to be graceful.
Never claimed to be brilliant.
And I am not...I am a space case, that will inevitably make every mistake there is to be made. Twice. But eventually I learn. And will become confident, and when I am... Then everything will be right with my little world. Now if you excuse me... my little gal is in the other room screaming, and I can't stand to hear her cry when I have been away for so long. I have to get my loving before bedtime! :) Peace out.